This is my first time posting or even talking about the depression I was diagnosed with 3 weeks ago after suffering from a minor mental disorder when I left my wife and 3 of my children. I just wanted to ask a question about whether this is a symptom of depression, but I literally don't feel remorse or regret for what I've done and said things that most people would call really terrible, but I just don't care, I feel like if I hurt someone else, I won't feel bad in any shape or form, and I feel like it's not normal, every day I think it's getting worse, like I'm testing myself to see what I'll actually do, how far I'm willing to go, and this, maybe a scary dark place, which I don't want to be in.