Want to commit suicide but can't because of religion
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katherineturner
I want to commit suicide to finish it off, the pains and all. But I am afraid because of religion, it is the ultimate sin. I used to not understand the people who went for assisted suicide but now I know differently. If I was not afraid for religious reasons I would put an end to it. I feel I have died nine months ago with the first symptoms, excruciating abdominal pain I had. Now I am just going to go for tests to tell me that I am dying. I know what some might say, oh you don't know that and many people think that and you are anxious. But I saw myself fading away for the last nine months. And unfortunately my family was not there for me to understand what I have been going through. And sometimes I hate myself for trusting them instead of my sense that I am not well.
Anyway I came here to say that. I will not commit suicide because of my religion and I know for my religion even this post is a sin.
1 year, 6 months ago